梦和现实是相反的？是真的吗？就这样吧.....

我到底是怎么了？？我是一个会在睡觉时做梦的人。。可是昨晚的梦让我感到不知所措。。从来没有一个梦是那么印象深刻。。当我醒来时，那个梦还很清楚地在我脑海里浮现。。做梦对我来说是家常便饭，可是很少会这么清晰。。。

听很多人说，梦和现实是相反的。。我知道。。我觉得那个梦的情景是不会发生在我身上的。。可能是老天爷要我放弃吧。。。所以才会让我有这场梦。在梦里的我是很开心的，因为我听到了我想听的话，在现实中是听不到的。。所以我无敌地开心快乐。。一起床，整个人都好有活力。。脸上一直带着微笑。。。我的室友还问我为什么我这么开心。。。。哈哈哈。。。。

在梦里，“他” 做了一些举动，“他”也说了我梦寐以求的话。。。我真的真的好开心哦。。。但那一切的一切都只是一场梦。。在现实是肯定不会发生。。俗话说：“梦和现实是不一样的”。。。可能老天已经给了我一点暗示吧。。我想太多了。。。毕竟梦不是真实的。。如果现实发生的话，我可能会开心到晕倒。。真的。。。

我尽量不去在意“他”。。可是好像怎么努力都办不到。。但我还是会很努力很努力。。。会加油的 。。我知道了自己什么应该做，什么不应该做。。。清楚了。。。明潦了。。那就这样吧。。。

MY HECTIC WEEK

This week is really a very hectic week...there got test 2 for my biology 2, mathematics 2 and basic computing...really feel like very stress and pressure...scare myself cannot reach my own target...and cannot get a good results....for me, now my mind is all fulled with education things....tests, presentations, final exam...they r very trouble me..but to fufil my dream....I am very willing to do that....haha.....

Today is my first paper for my test 2...that is Mathematics.....I think should be ok for me....but i got not enough time to finish it n double check it....haiz...but i think not so bad....at least i tried my best...no regret already.....

Tomorrow is my biology paper...I don't know why....I like Biology but the marks of it is not always very good.....need to study harder and harder....To study Biotechnology, I must have good Biology...so i need to "add oil " already...haha...Burn midnight oil somemore....hahahaha....but i consider before, if I cannot get good results for my Biology, mayb i will choose Food Science in my degree...now still got time can think....My Chemistry is the best in the three main Science subject....so let God decides it ....

The last test paper is my Basic Computing...that is the only subject that i scare...Because i am a idiot of computer programming things....a bit cannot handle...need to study harder, harder, harder....hope can do quite well on it....Wishing for myself all the best in my test 2, and the following tasks : assignments, presentations, and FINAL EXAM.....

busy month

I mayb will very late to update this blog oredy...because starting need to study hard for my test 2, presentation, assignment and final examination already...i will work harder and harder..to achieve my target....and my dream..

study hard

I just came back from class..today is my favourite subject : Mathematics class...I like it ...but got a bit don know so need to study hard to catch up...if not, i will be left behind of people...wat was going on the lecture? Just normal...Miss Ja taught us the new chapter..the last chapter i am not so clearly on it, so need to study ....haha...

Today, the whole class was so quiet..maybe everyone is very tired on studying...no energy to talk already...haha....

Now, in my heart, i only feel like i want to study..i really want to study hard so that i can successfully study the course that i want and can go to the university that i want...that is my target..also my dream...i realise this semester is quite hard compared to last semester beause i don like basic computing..haha....it is so boring and need to know many things about computer device...I think myself is a idiot of computer..haha...

I will not think about anything besides on study...for me, family is at the first place, friend is second and education is third...That's all...It is not convenient to speak out what is my actual dream but i hope my dream will come true.....Wishing.....

Boring day !!!

Who can help me?? i am boring now....the whole day, i only online....nearly mad...listenng to music..feel sad...watching to video, i am also feel boring...ya...i am still studying my moral...next week got moral test..need to study harder so that can get a high mark, like tat, will not be so hard for me to face final...I need to buck up..i come here for study n not for fun..i regretted once...cannot regret again...

Study in overseas is my dream...i hope i can do it... i can stand it...i come here alone for study, no family member beside me...so i must learn how to become more independent...

i really need to study hard...