Tuesday, March 30, 2010

心情

如果一个你还蛮在意的一个人,看到你时,好像面无表情,好像不想和你说话,你会怎样?? 心情不好、复杂、还是觉得奇怪、不知道他有什么心事??我希望自己的心会选择的是后者。。。

看到他时,心情会有一点不知所措。。。但很奇妙,我认识他的时间根本就不长,讲过的话更是少之又少。。。真正聊过天应该只有一天吧。。。根本不太可能会有这种心情的。。。这真的是在我预料以外。。。

会不会是我自己的问题??是不是我太容易有这种不实的感觉??我觉得自己很善变。。但我分得清楚,什么是崇拜、什么是有感觉、什么是喜欢?

现在的我,希望什么都不想。。。好好地把考试考好最重要。。。。



Thursday, March 18, 2010

Why Am I So Slow

When time goes on, i realize i am just a stupid person. I can't even do a thing well as what i think..Other than that, i feel i am always in a blur condition. I don't know why am i behave like that...But this is what am I....It seems like it becomes a fact....I am strongly admitted that i m really a slow learner....How i wish i can learn faster like other people...but everything is just can happen in my dream land....

Sometimes, i am really regret why am i choosing this pathway...but i can't turn back ...just can look forward and try my best to do that. How i wish i can take mass communication or other media related course...but because of my poor English and poor result in spm, i chose to give up it...

Everyone will think that who taking Science subjects, they are smart...I m disagree with that...I m totally different from other....After enter degree, i really think i m stupid and slower learning compared to others....

Whatever taught by lecturer, i can't know or absorb it immediately.... Worse thing happened in laboratory....In lab, I am totally lost... I read the lab manual...but i can't understand it...I don't even know what is the aim for experiment...When doing experiment, i keep on doing silly mistakes which is unforgivable....Feel really sorry to my partner....Hope i can improve my own skill when doing experiment....

How i wish i can have a good basic for learning....
How i wish i can have a brilliant brain like my sister and brother....
How i wish i can be in same level like my classmates...
How i wish i can do well in everything....
How i wish i am not a slow learner....
How i wish....How i wish...How i wish....

But It seems like unreachable....it is so far away from me now...i feel scared to face my future...I don't want to be burden for other people....I don't want to behave like a small kid...i want to have a mature mind...but....so hard so hard....

Time goes on, i feel i m really lost...lost anywhere and anyhow....i really don't know what should i do....sometimes, tears will just flow out from my eyes...i just can't forgive myself after did any mistakes...i really hope that i can improve myself....hope can learn faster in everything....throw away the name of 'slow learner' from me....I need to do 100 more times hard-work....to let be learn faster...beside that, i am also a person who easy forget things...It makes me harder to learn....But all of these are not an excuses...i know...but am still feel sad about myself...about my stupid, slow, blur characters......

Now it is the time for me to think properly....


P/s: All of that can't be excuses...just the way for me to say it out or express out...I will carry on and won't give up in anything....This is the MOTTO that i keep in mind....I am not the type of clever like others...i just can try harder and harder to improve myself....To avoid slow learning and slow 'absorption'....I will let my tears won't flow out again because of this matter...



Wednesday, March 3, 2010

K-Pop Rocks!!

很久没有写华语的 post 了。。。今天就来写写。。写什么好呢?就来聊一聊韩国音乐吧。。。

在十二月放假的时候,受了弟妹的影响,开始听很多的
韩国流行音乐和看一些韩国综艺节目。。
我从以前都有在看韩剧。。满喜欢他们的文化。。。现在慢慢地,进入了韩国的音乐世界。。。
我觉得,要在韩国娱乐圈生存很辛苦。。。尤其是偶像团体。。。因为竞争太激烈了。。。

众多团体里,我最喜欢的非
F.T Island 莫属!!他们真的是太棒了。。
F.T Island 是一个乐团。。平均年龄只有十八九岁。。和我的年龄差不多。。。
由五个大男生组成。。。
HongGi, JongHoon, JaeJin, MinHwan, SeungHyun。。。
他们的有摇滚,情歌和其他的。。。他们又帅,又可爱。。
第一次听,就觉得主唱HongGi 把歌唱得太好了。。和我同年纪。。。那把极度爆发力的嗓音,很强!!不知觉的就找很多他们的 video 来看。。就越来越喜欢他们了。。很喜欢
HongGi 演绎歌曲时的投入。。。还有团体的默契。。。还有他们所弹奏出的音乐。。。好好听哦。。。
唱了很多好歌像 “
Sarang Alhee (Love Sick ), BaRae (I Hope), Bad Woman, Please Don't Love, Heaven” 。。。。和其他的。。。。一进入我的 blog,就可以听到 F.T Island 的歌了。。。


他们就是
F.T Island 。。很帅又可爱吧!!哈哈。。

From Left to Right:

Guitar, Second Vocalist, Rapper :
SeungHyun 承炫
Bass & Second Vocalist : JaeJin
在真
Drums :
MinHwan 敏煥
Main Vocalist (MY
FAVOURITE!!) : HongGi 弘基
Leader, Guitar & KeyBoard :JongHoon 钟训


除了 F.T Island, 还有一个我要介绍的偶像团体是 BigBang 。。。
BigBang 是一个特色满鲜明的 boyband。。也是五个男生组成。。
是一个在韩国少见带有Hip-Hop 风格的团体。。 他们又会唱歌,跳舞,rap,作歌。。。
在2007 年, 队长 G-Dragon 作词作曲的一首 "谎言 Lies" "GeoJiMal", 让韩国陷入BigBang 风潮。。横扫2007 年的多个大奖。。。

好歌包括“谎言 Lies” ,“一天一天 Haru Haru”, “Last Farewell”。。。



Above

SeungRi 胜利,G-Dragon 志龙,T.O.P

Bottom

TaeYang 太阳, DaeSung 大成




还有要介绍一个韩国综艺节目,叫 家族诞生
Family Outing。。
这个节目是 国民 MC, 歌手 和 演员 到韩国的一些村子里过两天一夜的生活,进行游戏和一些爷爷奶奶交待的家务。。
这个节目非常的好笑,也是弟妹介绍的。。一看了,就上瘾了。。。哈哈。。

From Left to
Right:
知名动作演员 :
金秀路
韩国知名歌手 :
尹忠信
演员:
朴艺珍
国民 MC :
刘在
国民妖精 性感女歌手 :
李孝利
歌手 :
金钟国
偶像歌手 :
大成 (BigBang)
演员
和 模特儿 : 李天熙


韩国的艺人真的很努力,如果不努力,就没有办法在韩国娱乐圈生存。。。我越来越喜欢韩国艺人了。。。还有,希望
F.T Island 可以快点再来 Malaysia 或 Singapore 开演唱会。。最好是在新加坡,比较容易去。。。哈哈。。。F.T Island, FIGHTING !!!!