This is the end of this semester after i finished my mcb final exam yesterday...this sem is fun and not so stress compared to last sem....and i hope can get a high grade for mcb so that can get a better CGPA....Because of last failure, i change my study for this semester and it really works...This sem i learn some new experience in my life...i know how to have a better study way...
Yesterday after our final exam, everyone felt relax and we planned to go Bukit Bintang for Jogoya Japanese Buffet....Include bestie ryan, bestie komalaa, ice, kah yuong, victor, nicole, longwin, lyence, hao siang and tien pui....Total was 11 persons include me...exclude one of my good friend, Melanie...bcos she was having her final exam...long time din come out in big group oredy...i felt very excited and i was so damn happy.....OMG..Jogoya is so nice...it will not lose to the buffet that i tried in orchard, singapore...Jogoya is very standard...It made me become more elegant....hahahahaha...i m just kidding...haha...This was my first time to go Jogoya...It gives me a different feeling towards life..Enjoyable life just like feeling myself was in the heaven....hahahaha...I ate a lot of sushi, sashimi, deep fried, ice cream and some other foods...Everything was nice...i love Haagen-Dazs ice cream....OMG...There has different kinds of food....such as japanese style, chinese cuisine, teppanyaki, and others...drinks include, blended, cocktail, hot drinks and others...the nicest food for me is UNAGI...MY FAVOURITE...it was so nice....I should try more on it but that time was too full....haiz...hope everyone enjoys the food at there...and had a nice time with each other...After that, we went to pavilion and walk around bcos it is jz nearby...First time been there..it is very nice ....i bought a boshini shirt that was i love it very very much....and bought three earings...one for my elder sis, one for my younger sis and one for myself...hehe...the night view of there is quite nice and attractive...From this trip, i feel very happy...bcos my new classmates, they all are so friendly and truly to make friend...very sincere.. this sem, i feel no stress at all when study with them....they are always helping each other..learn together...have fun together...This is what i called classmates...I will truly appreciate this 'one in thousand' friendship....SOMEMORE, i can study together & enjoy my life together with my bestie, komalaa and ryan....i won't regret that why i cant do well in last sem...i jz will think that this is the time for me to change and learn something new...and know this group of classmates...now i know that what i want is a normal life...not interupt by other things include love....Hope that next semester we can go out together again ...we can sing karaoke together and have fun....this will be very nice....
P/S: There are many photos about this trip....Everyone who added my facebook can have a look on it...hehe...
YEAH!!!! next week is our final exam...this time, i think i will not have any problem with the passing of mcb....n my target is B....impossible to get A....hahahaha....After final, SEM BREAK is coming.....wooohooooo!!!!! happy happy...i din go back to my home for long time ....home sick oh...hahahaha....before go back home, we must enjoy our life...maybe going to some places....maybe watch some movies and shopping....see first...haha...as long as i can enjoy...hahaha...spend money too....haiz...Now it is the time for me to study for my final....i must be more hardworking....so that i can get what i want...haha....GOGOGO....
最近，我有一点不知道怎么办。。。突然之间，满欣赏一个人，但还没有到喜欢的程度，只是单纯的欣赏，觉得他很强和聪明。。。我又在想太多了。。又开始自己一厢情愿的想太多。。很讨厌自己这一个缺点。。。我不知道将来我会不会喜欢上这个人，但我希望不要。。。原因很简单，因为我不敢。。也许是我太没用了。。。我不敢再承受另一个打击。。我不敢再投入任何的感情在任何人身上。。。我怕我又会遇到像上一次的情况，到了那时候，我真的会承受不住，可能笑容会从我的脸上消失。。。因为这样，所以我不要喜欢上那个人。。。趁现在还早。。。我也配不上那个人。。他是多么的厉害。。。我刚刚一听到他的名字，心里怪怪的，看到他，也会有点不大敢看。。.但是有时候看到他，我会笑得很开心。。。但我想，我不能再继续这样了。。不要让自己越陷越深。。。好怕好怕。。我也希望自己再听到他的名字，不要有任何冲动的反应。。该不该喜欢上他？？如果喜欢上了，我觉得是一种罪。。。因为在不久前，自己的心情才恢复。。趁现在还早，我应该紧急刹车。。。
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......i m so stressed....i dreamt about i got a test on the day and i couldn't answer one of the question of it....OH MY GODsh....i am really too worried about the test...i want to shout...i am going to become crazy....keep on studying....very scared about this test 2....i don know why....not a good feeling....who can save it???? Hope God bless me....All the best to it....
Why am I so terrible??? anything i also don dare to do....like that, how am i to be succeed???? how can i to be a biotechnologist or scientist??? hate myself....disappointing on myself....Today is moon cake festival...i am not able to go back home...haiz...but i have friends here to be with me....we planned to do one small experiment.....What is going to happen if we put the mentos candy into a bottle of coke??? This small experiment makes me whether am i suitable to be a scientist....i feel scared to do that experiment....i suspect my ability....because i can't even close to it and stand far away from it...am i a stupid rubbish person??? Am i suitable to study science or biotechnology??? Besides, i wanted to record the video of the experiment...because of scare, i don't even dare to close to the bottle of the experiment....i can't get a good video on it....another rubbish i am.....I really feel guilty on it...i wasted my friends time to do the experiment and caused them can't get the good video...I really want to give myself a big kick and punch..I M RUBBISH...Recording a video is a easy job but why can't i do well??? I really hate myself....Hate myself why i have a slow reaction....hate myself why m i so stupid....hate myself why can't i do well in a small matter.....This kind of stupid fellow like me, why will i be in this world??? HATE HATE HATE....
